Finally im getting a chance to update my journal. I haven't really submitted anything in a while but i do have quite a few things in the works.(My work place is trying to kill me i swear. So i havent had time to really just sit down and complete my stuff lolz!) One of my biggest problems with drawing is im really bad to rush things and mess then picture up so im really wokring on that and it seems to be helping me lots.

I finished a few chapters on a story i been write for sometime. HOPEFULLY ill get them on here. Then everyone can enjoy it and help me make it great ^_^! I've also been working on some chibi types because i found this great show called shugo chara and the little guardians are just adorable so imm chreat some of my own hehe!

Well i guess that all for a while. Hopefully ill get a chance to update more! Take care everyone!

Hiya well everything is going pretty good for me atm. Im my next quarter of classes have started. ^_^ its fun doing activites to teach little kids.I currently working on a story about demons. its gonna be great. i have some pictures that go along with it on my deviantart. The one labeled Amduscius family and the one labeled deamiel. ^_^ im haveing so much fun writeing it. well i guess i dont have much more to say besides... OH i pre ordered Final Fantasy 12 limited edition and neverwinter nights 2 YAY! welp ill see ya lata tootlescake!

Well up to this point everythings been kinda up and down.. Im engaged to the love of my life now, I have a decent house. But sometimes i still feel empty just like I always have.. I dont quite understand it but i still feel like somethings missing in my life. I happy but im not ya know its kind of confusing. lol i dont know what to do. I do need to get a job but i dont think that will fill that gap. its weird really. but anyways, i have started drawing alot more lately i was on a small Hyadous, so could get some ideas for pics and such. Ive also been reading how to draw books and online tutorals to help me and im getting alot better. Mostly what ive been doing here lately is trying to better myself ive been reading and thinking and forming opinions about things. Ive really lreaned alot about myself. im so tried of letting my fears hold me back like they always have. I tried of liveing that sad life i lived and i feel alot better now. ^_^ John helps me too. he makes me feel so good about myself its a real confidence boost and i really need it. He's always complamenting me and not critizing. i really helps.
HMM.... what else..... OH! I got a kitty cat the other day hes kinda annoying but he cute. I still got my puppy ein. He a really smart dog. but i guess everything is ok in my life and i guess ill just go on and keep searching to find what im missing and try to stay as positive as possible thats all i can do right?